Just Simply Alone

Another night of solitude;
A silent night without my dude.
Tears rolling down my cheeks;
A silent voice from my soul speaks.

I’m wishing for someone;
Someone who’s willing to understand.
The pain that suddenly struck;
Targeting my heart of its attack.

I know what I’m feeling is so shallow;
But these feelings always seems to follow;
My virgin defenseless heart;
Which is starting to fall apart.

I’ve been looking forward for this ending;
I just never thought it will be this hurting.

I entrusted myself with so much thought that you’re gone;
But then when I knew that you’re already with someone;
I just can’t help to think why I wasn’t the One;
For in my heart and mind you’ve been always that One.

I loved you;
The thought that I’m with you;
Just simply makes this roller coaster ride;
Like we are newly groom and bride.

The idea of a bump and ride;
were gone as my tears dried.
Why did you ignore this heart that’s seeking you’re attention?
Why did you ignore this heart which true love is its only mission?

I guess the answer should come from me;
Because the only person in this relationship is no other than me.